I will admit that yes it can considered sad for me to tell myself this everyday I wake up bit don’t take pity on me cause this saying also helps with reassuring myself
So since you’re probably going to hear about it and think oh she’s (meaning me) just being moody.
Well sorry for being a girl and a person who has feelings!
It kinda hurts when you invite someone over and fight for them to be over and fight to go pick them up. And then don’t even hear that they choose someone else and decide to come now so in my mind I am still going to go pick them up in two days….
Hmm yeah it kinda hurts to be blind sided and also feel like I’m not good enough.
Tomorrow I won’t be upset and hopefully won’t have these feelings as well….
Because mostly I also feel happy for her to be with people and hope ya’ll have a good time!
I’m just going to stop inviting people into my home and life because to be honest I am tired of feeling like I’m not good enough! Simply tired and I don’t think I’m being dramatic just writing what I feel.