Somehow I can’t, I feel when a guy sees me. All he sees is ugliness.
I understand I need to love myself and when I get to the point where I feel like I do something seems to happen to know me down from my high horse. Don’t get me wrong, I love myself more now than i use to. I know who i am and what i have to bring to the table.
It just hurts sometimes…..
Seeing my friends with their boyfriends and girlfriends. I am happy for them but i do wish or hope sometimes hurt inside because how i want so much to feel love for someone and have a relationship that is just mine and his.
In my feelings right now and my grammar is horrible, but i don’t care!