“I’ve accomplished everything I wanted out of life, like way beyond my wildest dreams. Anything from here on is just icing. Seriously, if you find out that I died tomorrow, I’m fine. Don’t be sad for me, because I’m not sad. I died with a smile on my face.”
RIP Dunn fucking love you
I just want to escape….
Short hair is back!☺️
Dream WOMAN!!! She is beautiful! Gawd she is beautiful!
lord jesus i can’t wait for nice boobs like this
BOOBz something I need!
Being deeply loved by someone gives you strength, while loving someone deeply gives you courage.
I wait for this day to come everyday. I wait patiently because I know I will one day find the one who will be my true love who accepts me for me. I want to be able to look into “my true love’s” eyes and tell “my true love” how beautiful he or
she is and that he or she is perfect just the way they are. I want to be able to support him or her and want that support back. I never felt true love or love at all from someone who has walked into my life and has swept me off my feet. I want to be that one who sweeps him or her off their feet….everyday. It doesn’t matter if he or she is different than me. Opposites attract. I will grow to love them more and more everyday. Eventually, our sense of humor will become the same, we will make each other smile by just simply looking at each other, and have our own inside jokes. I want the true love where we can just be around each other and not say anything at all because the fact that we are together is enough.
I plan on giving someone the unlimited amount of love that I have to someone who needs it and that will give the same amount of love back.
One day, I will have the love where one simple touch or hold of hands will send shivers down my back every time. Or that everytime “we” go to bed I don’t have to think twice when I hold him or
her tightly and put my legs over him or her. Whisper to him or her ”Goodnight sweet love, I love you to the moon and back. When you wake I will be here to tell you “Goodmorning, I love you.” I want to be the last person you see before you go to sleep and the first person you see when you wake up. You are my heart, my breathe, my smile, my half.”
We will have that love where our love will be explosive everytime. His or
her kiss will be what I crave for. We would experiment like no other and have our own adventures. We will argue and then after laugh about it. Or maybe even have make-up sex. We will have so much love that we don’t even need to have sex. But if he or she is up for it, I am always down ;)!
I want to give all my love and happiness to my true love. When I meet my true love I vow that I bring them happiness and nothing else. I will never hurt them in any way. I hope I get the chance to do this in my life. I wait for the day when I stumble upon the person that will eventually end up being my true love, soul mate, my half, and my pain in the ass (jk).
Will it come? I don’t know.
But when it does I am openminded to whoever it is; no matter what their past is because we all have different pasts. The past is the past. Their future will become our future.
The realization of no one has your back hurts….hard. Coming to college changes a person. It’s changing me. I noticed I have a voice. I am slowly using it. Also, I shouldn’t hold back what I have to say if it might hurt someone because other people do it like no problem. The only difference I think before I say something and when it is needed. I noticed I rather have one true friend than a bunch of fake friends. Another, is kill them with kindness. I try to do it everyday but that one (kill them with kindness) is tremendously difficult because I hate to say it but nice people do finish last or it just takes an exhaustingly long time for me or nice people to win. Another one, I need to worry about myself and only myself. No one has my back but myself. I hate say that too but it is true as well.
I feel like my mind is starting to think out of hate rather than kindness. My kindness is becoming forced. My laughter is forced. My smile is forced.
What hurts the most is that I am becoming a person I never wanted to be. The people I surround myself with have a small part of who I am becoming and why I am becoming someone I don’t want to be. Than I the big reason also. What can I do?
All I want to do is cry but then I get reminded how weak I am if I cry. That is all I feel. Feeling of sadness, lost, and loneliness.
Man, it is sooo difficult to talk to a roommated who doesn’t want to talk about their feelings or always show no interest in talking. I don’t like to talk about how I feel when something is wrong but I force myself do it. Then it is another story when your roommate is supposedly your bestfriend. Sometimes it is one way best-friendship. Where I think she is my bestfriend yet I am not her’s or doesn’t consider me one. When I try to talk about what is bothering me when it involves her or not I don’t want her to think I am attacking her. I just like to voice my issues and I would like the same. I just want to say “Fuck it, what’s your problem?” When I do something or going to do something she is the first person that runs through my head to invite or buy something for her if I have the money. Unfortunately, there is no consideration when it is her. I understand that everyone is not the same. It just erks me. Like I take the time to involve her in everything if she says no then okay she doesn’t have to but who asked me to take the time……no one. I need to stop being nice even when she doesn’t think I am being nice just being annoying.